This post is to say sorry to a person

I feel very sorry to you. Every time, i thought my decision is good for you but i don know that you also feel very bad. Now i only know how you feel and did the wrong things again and again. I think its almost 4 years since that day, i really treat you as a friend but most of the time, the stupid feeling just came out from no way and this time i really think thorougly and will not change my decision again and again. Hope you happy and good luck on your study.

This whole new paragrapgh is for another friend, if you got see it then you know i am talking about you. Don need care about how others think about you, friend is just a word and there are 1 out 50 people that can only be your friend or match exactly the "friend" you want. Just chat around but don need tell them who is your friend, they don need to know as the term "friend" in thieir mind is not same as yours one. Maybe yours one is serious but his one is always go sing karaeoka or do last minute work.